Nothings Left

[Alucard]

Nothings Left

Can I forget everything?
How do I erase the memories that have been
Carved into my soul?
I drown in an flood of self loathing
I'm chained Down with regret and unable to break free
I'm left with nothing

Left alone In this darkness
That engulfs my mind
There is no way out I scream and shout
But the only voice that calls back to me
Is my own desolate echo
This isn't how I wanted to live
Trapped and burdened under the weight of my secrets

Secluded and cold I Struggle for air
I'm swim to the surface in the ocean of pain
I grasp for someone or something
To help me understand my plight
I guess it's useless to fight
I feel so warm now
And darkness settles over me
I start to sink
What should I think
When theres nothing left?

[Alucard]

Loneliness

Loneliness Is like having no meaning
Loneliness is like not possessing a soul
Loneliness is what keeps me forever in limbo

I shall be forgotten within no time
No one cares life
Is never fair

Death is certain
Life is not
Loneliness is like being deaf but
Having the chance to hear one song
Loneliness is like being blind but
Having he chance to see one sunset

I claw for the edge of my sanity
I hold on to the ledge
But your their to kick me off
Aways singled out for
Taunting and humiliation

Always the last one to come to mind
After suicide the first one they find